Voicemails to my kids

About September 7, 2016 my typical 3 times a week call to my kids was not answered and a voicemail was left. Since that day there have been years of voicemails and I have not talked with my kids.

The best recollection I have is that I did mention that I was still in pursuit of reconciliation with my wife and family. Perhaps that was the trigger that closed the door.

In April of 2017, with voicemail #156, I started to record the voicemails. Most all of the audio is here.

Occasionally some of the voicemails were done in video form. Some of those were sent on DVD to my wife and family.

For the first years the voicemail was sent in an email to my family. The email was simply all of the previous emails, plus new content for that day. It got to be several hundred pages long. On December 15, 2020, I reverted to only the text for the day. All of the text remains online.

I want my family back!

The Kozlowski Family ● An Attempt at Restoration
Voicemail
# Time PDF
1 Fri Dec 2, 2022   Call attempt #1,587 – Day 2,285 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Meeting with young Mormon elders in my home
2 Thu Dec 1, 2022   Call attempt #1,586 – Day 2,284 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Day of rest – 8 mile walk – Reading Book of Mormon to prepare for tonight
3 Wed Nov 30, 2022   Call attempt #1,585 – Day 2,283 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – LDS Thursday night – 2nd John 1:8-11 – Feminists beware!
4 Tue Nov 29, 2022   Call attempt #1,584 – Day 2,282 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Junior – Book of Mormon – 2nd Corinthians 4
5 Mon Nov 28, 2022   Call attempt #1,583 – Day 2,281 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Matthew 11:25-30 – ShofarNexus to be used
6 Fri Nov 25, 2022   Call attempt #1,582 – Day 2,278 – Postcard to Chris – Romans 1:12 – Mutually encouraged – Sumparakaleō
7 Thu Nov 24, 2022   Call attempt #1,581 – Day 2,277 – Mike Day – Censorship – The Psychology of Totalitarianism – 2Co 5:16
8 Wed Nov 23, 2022   Call attempt #1,580 – Day 2,276 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – 1Co 8 know and knowledge
9 Tue Nov 22, 2022   Call attempt #1,579 – Day 2,275 – Postcard to Render Caines – 9 Mile Hike – SADS
10 Mon Nov 21, 2022   Call attempt #1,578 – Day 2,274 – Postcard to Jim Cross – Psalm 116 and 50 – My visitor plans
11 Fri Nov 18, 2022   Call attempt #1,577 – Day 2,271 – Postcard to Miss Lillian – “but when the wicked rule”
12 Thu Nov 17, 2022   Call attempt #1,576 – Day 2,270 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Philarguros – Miss Lillian – Shadi Shehda!
13 Wed Nov 16, 2022   Call attempt #1,575 – Day 2,269 – Postcard to Julia – Great is Artemis of the Americans!
14 Mon Nov 14, 2022   Call attempt #1,573 – Day 2,267 – Postcard to Walter – Offer Grace – Take care of your mom
15 Fri Nov 11, 2022   Call attempt #1,572 – Day 2,264 – Postcard to Tirzah – 1st Timothy 5:8 again
16 Thu Nov 10, 2022   Call attempt #1,571 – Day 2,263 – Postcard to Jim Cross – Bruce Feiler: “A Journey to the Heart of Three Faiths”
17 Wed Nov 9, 2022   Call attempt #1,570 – Day 2,262 – Postcard to Walter – Xi Jinping – Mohammed bin Salman Al Saud
18 Tue Nov 8, 2022   Call attempt #1,569 – Day 2,261 – Postcard to Jack – Box arrived! – What happens now?
19 Mon Nov 7, 2022   Call attempt #1,568 – Day 2,260 – Postcard to Chris Bitterman – 3 Postcards in a row – Wondering about the box
20 Fri Nov 4, 2022   Call attempt #1,567 – Day 2,257 – Postcard to Chris Bitterman – POWs – Babylon Bee – Lillian and Mike – The box
21 Thu Nov 3, 2022   Call attempt #1,566 – Day 2,256 – Postcard to Gloria-Jane – Gloria-Jane – Susanna – Miss Lillian
22 Wed Nov 2, 2022   Call attempt #1,565 – Day 2,255 – Postcard to George – A joyful study of athleō and sunathleō
23 Tue Nov 1, 2022   Call attempt #1,564 – Day 2,254 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Miss Lillian – Jim Cross, Render Caines, Chris Bitterman
24 Mon Oct 31, 2022   Call attempt #1,563 – Day 2,253 – Postcard to Jim Cross – Happy Birthday Zadok – I gave away how collectives work
25 Fri Oct 28, 2022   Call attempt #1,562 – Day 2,250 – Postcard to Julia – The Real Anthony Fauci – Julia and the biased cameraman
26 Thu Oct 27, 2022   Call attempt #1,561 – Day 2,249 – Postcard to Taylor Howsmon – “And the future is mother, father, and child.” – Twitter
27 Wed Oct 26, 2022   Call attempt #1,560 – Day 2,248 – Postcard to Zadok – Perhaps shortest call on record
28 Tue Oct 25, 2022   Call attempt #1,559 – Day 2,247 – Postcard to Julia – TN Government: “I hope you get back together”
29 Mon Oct 24, 2022   Call attempt #1,558 – Day 2,246 – Postcard to Susanna – The man you become one with is a jerk – Love him well – 5K Race
30 Fri Oct 21, 2022   Call attempt #1,557 – Day 2,243 – Postcard to Jack – Entering a 5K race
31 Thu Oct 20, 2022   Call attempt #1,556 – Day 2,242 – Postcard to ErikaLeigh – Stimulus Check – Isaiah 40 – 2nd Corinthians 11
32 Wed Oct 19, 2022   Call attempt #1,555– Day 2,241 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Inoculate / immunize / vaccinate – Pfizer – James 4, Revelation 3
33 Tue Oct 18, 2022   Call attempt #1,554 – Day 2,240 – Postcard to Meadowview – Dorothy-Jane’s 11th Anniversary letter
34 Mon Oct 17, 2022   Call attempt #1,553 – Day 2,239 – Postcard to ErikaLeigh – Two terrible errors – Seattle – Harmonic Atheist
35 Fri Oct 14, 2022   Call attempt #1,552 – Day 2,236 – Postcard to Dorothy-Jane – Prank call to Ukrainian FM – Christian Nationalism – He Gets Us
36 Thu Oct 13, 2022   Call attempt #1,551 – Day 2,235 – Postcard to ErikaLeigh – Acts 25:11 “I appeal to Caesar!”
37 Wed Oct 12, 2022   Call attempt #1,550 – Day 2,234 – Postcard to ErikaLeigh – ESV – Pfizer – ErikaLeigh
38 Tue Oct 11, 2022   Call attempt #1,549 – Day 2,233 – Postcard to Covenant Presbyterian – Мы делаем людей свободными! – Matthew 25
39 Mon Oct 10, 2022   Call attempt #1,548 – Day 2,232 – Postcard to Julia – Acts 18:6 “From now on I will go to the Gentiles.”
40 Fri Oct 7, 2022   Call attempt #1,547 – Day 2,229 – Postcard to George – Generational hatred
41 Thu Oct 6, 2022   Call attempt #1,546 – Day 2,228 – Postcard to the Family – Oleg Melnikov
42 Wed Oct 5, 2022   Call attempt #1,545 – Day 2,227 – Postcard to the Family – ShofarLeaks
43 Tue Oct 4, 2022   Call attempt #1,544 – Day 2,226 – Postcard to Jim Cross – James 1:27 versus Sunday
44 Mon Oct 3, 2022   Call attempt #1,543 – Day 2,225 – Postcard to Render Caines – Saturday hike – Raw milk – Nicodemus and John 7
45 Fri Sep 30, 2022   Call attempt #1,542 – Day 2,222 – Postcard to Julia – The “the” in Gen 2:18 and John 20:28
46 Thu Sep 29, 2022   Call attempt #1,541 – Day 2,221 – Postcard to George – 10 miles but not racing Saturday – Genesis 2:18
47 Wed Sep 28, 2022   Call attempt #1,540 – Day 2,220 – Postcard to Susanna – Nord stream / Voting – Ephesians 5
48 Tue Sep 27, 2022   Call attempt #1,539 – Day 2,219 – Postcard to Gloria-Jane – Sabotage of Nord stream 1 and 2 – it was me! – 1st Corinthians 8
49 Mon Sep 26, 2022   Call attempt #1,538 – Day 2,218 – Postcard to Walter – The “Truth” is “not hidden”
50 Fri Sep 23, 2022   Call attempt #1,537 – Day 2,215 – Postcard to George Sayour – Proverbs 9:8 “Do not reprove a scoffer, or he will hate you; reprove a wise man, and he will love you.”