I was a bit distracted today as I again attempted to show love toward another man, about a year my senior, who is in terrible health. This is Rick, who I mentioned on Aug 18. I see hope for Rick, perhaps in health, perhaps in family. What a joy to attempt to encourage that hope. Again this is the model I want to set before my kids. It hurts that they are shielded from it. -- There is some discussion going on, but not yet with family or church leadership. Salvo 2 is being prepared. I love my wife and children. I’m not going to stop trying to reconcile with them.