The thing that has bothered me the most today is that I caught what appeared to be a $100 theft of gas at a store today. It appears it now that it was the owner’s doing, so not really theft, but the issue in my mind is why did the Lord open my eyes to this particular transaction? Why now? It is also a reminder that what I do gives me the power to love, and discussed in the last email, and protect the store owner, but the same tools can be used to control. This concerns me greatly, and I am trying to develop the tools to allow the owner to see his stuff, not outsiders to control him. It is a very hard line to walk, and right now I walk it alone with the Lord.

The timing is rather significant to me in that yesterday’s emails discussed the interaction with your dad and the license plate reading software job that was presented to me that I declined. He said I was wrong and that he trusts the state. This turns my stomach. Remember those that called themselves my Christian brothers fired me for being a whistleblower. Those that call themselves my Christian brothers sent the police to my door to stop obeying the Lord. What will my Christian brothers do next? This is not a joyful thing to dwell on, especially if you are a student of history. Dorothy-Jane, as my brothers turn against me, remember I will not turn against you. I love you.