One of the issues I have is that I now have too much time to study. If you read Communist Confession of Faith from 1847 you might be surprised how much of it you are living. With a bit of study on health you can easily find the serious issues with processed foods, root canals, antibiotics, and so much more. I am ridiculously healthy compared to my past and I wonder about my family. Jack is the obvious as even the CDC states that he has cut 20 to 30 years off his life expectancy. While not as severe, I wonder about my other kids. I wonder especially about my wife.

I watched again a video I have had for about 2 years of several young kids having a seizure and given a spray of CBD and calming in seconds. It is hard to watch considering the Federal Government says that is illegal, and of course the medical community cannot allow that kind of competition as it would cost too much money. Every time I see it I end up in a pool of tears and I’m not sure why. Perhaps it is because in a similar way, I am being restricted by the state to care for my own kids. In a sense my kids are having seizures and I can’t help.

The conclusion of the voicemail states how much this is ripping me apart. Even after almost seven years, it still really hurts.

But there is grace! Interested parties are welcome to join me in that.

Dorothy-Jane, I love you!