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Call attempt #854 - Day 1,247 - When, or is it, Now I'm 64 - And then a rather strong statement
Day: Monday February 3, 2020

The awe inspiring video, “When, or is it, Now I'm 64”, can be found at: It is amazing as I kept it to 6 minutes. I really think the close is great. Please remember, you promised.

As I mention in the voicemail, I think a lot about what our kids will think in years to come. Clearly the best would be to look back at the wonderful reconciliation they saw occur before them. As far as I know, that remains a possibility and my hope.

The other option is, especially for the younger kids, they find out that their dad tried for years to reconcile and was rebuffed at every attempt. George obviously desires reconciliation. What will it be like when he finds out that you prevented it? How about Susanna, Gloria-Jane, Walter and Zadok? What will it be like for Zadok to find that he grew up without his dad because his mom abandoned his dad and prevent contact with him and reconciliation? You will have to keep him from finding this out or it will be devastating.

They have the model set before them that marriage is a temporary agreement subject to change on a whim. They are prevented from hearing that it is not the state but the Lord that defines marriage and that is ends with death and no other cause. See for example Romans 7. Will they follow in the model of the institutional church they see, or their grandfather who seems to bow before the Talmud, or their mom who turns a deaf ear to the years of appeals from her husband?

These are hard questions. There are thousands of copies of these emails, and videos. Even Baidu in China has copies of it all. They will find out. Will they find out from their reconciled parents? Dorothy-Jane, it is up to you. You know me well enough that I have not nor will ever turn from you. As I mentioned in the video today, it took a lot of stamina to take that hike Saturday, and the whole thing was over 12 miles and ended with the hill, just for fun. I probably made one of the fastest, if not the fasted walk of the Greenway by anyone, which is not bad for a 64-year-old. But then there is the stamina to keep on for well over seven years in an attempt to reconcile with you. I did not give up on the Greenway, and I will not give up on you or our family. Please don’t give up on me.

Those that tell you that you are free of me and use the Bible to do so are LYING COWARDS. Those that refuse dialog after repeated requests and have to turn to the police to protect them from someone quoting the Bible are HEARTLESS WIMPS! They must keep their ears plugged and do the same for those around them or all they stand for collapses. So what do you want, the things of the world, or obedience to Christ? What are you looking forward to hear, “I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness”, or “Well done, good and faithful servant”? The evidence doesn’t look so good right now, does it.

I have pointed out to others that Jack is described clearly in 1Co6:9-10, and my hope is also in verse 11, and there is my hope. But for those with a cold heart, Luke 10:12 might give pause (“I tell you, it will be more bearable on that day for Sodom than for that town”). In other words, Mr. Cross, there is more hope for my son Jack to stand before the Lord redeemed than you as things stand. PROVE ME WRONG FROM SCRIPTURE IN A MUTUAL PUBLIC DIALOG! Or perhaps cower in your institution and make sure the door is locked and the state protects you.

But the Lord’s grace is marvelous! As long as we both have breath, reconciliation can occur. It takes both parties. One has been at the table for 7 years. Others are welcome, such as Jim Cross, any of my kids, and especially my wife.

This is not a game. Love doesn’t give up, but rather shows stamina in the effort to reconcile. Dorothy-Jane, my lady, I love you, and I want you back!

The Kozlowski Family ● An Attempt at Restoration ●
# Time PDF
0 Fri Feb 28, 2020 Call attempt #873 - Day 1,272 - A flawed man still trying to reconcile
0 Thu Feb 27, 2020   Call attempt #872 - Day 1,271 - More with Mormon Friends / 1Jn 5:16 / George / Julia
0 Wed Feb 26, 2020   Call attempt #871 - Day 1,270 - Mormon Friends / WikiLeaks – ShofarLeaks – And the photo
0 Tue Feb 25, 2020   Call attempt #870 - Day 1,269 - Actually beling Jesus Christ is the Creator
0 Mon Feb 24, 2020   Call attempt #869 - Day 1,268 - Why Bother?
0 Fri Feb 21, 2020   Call attempt #868 - Day 1,265 - Osteen vs PCA - Romans 6 and 7
0 Thu Feb 20, 2020   Call attempt #867 - Day 1,264 - Baghdad killings video projected onto UK parliament in support of Assange
0 Wed Feb 19, 2020   Call attempt #866 - Day 1,263 - George’s Unclaimed Tie and an opportunity to demonstrate Luke 6:27
0 Tue Feb 18, 2020   Call attempt #865 - Day 1,262- About health, yours, mine, and others
0 Mon Feb 17, 2020   Call attempt #864 - Day 1,261- Thinking about death, discouragement, laughing, and encouragement
0 Fri Feb 14, 2020   Call attempt #863 - Day 1,258- I love my Valentine - An explanation of who a husband must love as the Lord requires
0 Thu Feb 13, 2020   Call attempt #862 - Day 1,257- Pre-Valentine - I'm still in love with my wife - I'm getting emotional
0 Wed Feb 12, 2020   Call attempt #861 - Day 1,256 - I’m exhausted, but I love you Dorothy-Jane
0 Tue Feb 11, 2020   Call attempt #860 - Day 1,255 - Google's ad versus real life
0 Mon Feb 10, 2020   Call attempt #859 - Day 1,254 - Jim Cross - THIS IS FOR YOU!
0 Fri Feb 7, 2020   Call attempt #858 - Day 1,251 - Kept it short
0 Thu Feb 6, 2020   Call attempt #857 - Day 1,250 - To my family, consider abandoning the church and embracing the Lord!
0 Wed Feb 5, 2020   Call attempt #856 - Day 1,249 - Eliud Kipchoge – Brother and Pacesetter
0 Tue Feb 4, 2020   Call attempt #855 - Day 1,248 - The joy of the smile from Lynn
0 Mon Feb 3, 2020   Call attempt #854 - Day 1,247 - When, or is it, Now I'm 64 - And then a rather strong statement