I was reminded today of January 26, 2017, over two years ago. On that day I was about to leave voicemail #98, but then my wife picked up the phone. Once she knew it was her husband, she hung up. I had a difficult night. I recall it at: http://kozlowski.org/2017-01-26+1. Over 500 voicemails later and over two years, I’m still here trying to communicate with my wife and kids. I am still trying to reconcile. The day after I quoted Genesis 2:18 “It is not good for the man to be alone.” It remains true today and there is only one person on earth that could change that. I want my wife back. The Lord commands it in 1Co7:11. But if my wife doesn’t have the love for me I that thought she had, then there is no hope. I will continue to pursue reconciliation as I want our kids to see a model of hope, and not a model of rejection.

Dorothy-Jane, I love you. Please, please, please, lower the barrier between us. Please talk with me.