#461 – Day 681 – Fri Jul 13, 2018 – Six years ago today the Lord showed tremendous grace to someone who was being very foolish, me. As I was attempting suicide, He said NO, and offered grace.

Many of the videos that have been online have been edited to include titles and moved to the http://kozlowski.org site. One I just finished editing and is rendering as I type is from January 15, 2018 where I tell of my mom’s history during the Nazi era, and my history including the auto industry, the gaming industry, the knitting industry, the venture into politics and more recent things that some may know much more about. Unlike most, there are a lot of photos from the past that are included in this one and it think it adds a lot of interest. The voicemail is long and goes into additional detail. This video is also by far longer than others at 42 minutes. For our kids, I think it will be time well spent.

A concluding point is the idea that you cannot serve God and money, something your dad in an email states is not completely true. I contend he is wrong and what Jesus stated is true. I want my kids to hear this from their dad. I’m asking, as I did in the voicemail, that you let the kids see this. I will send an email to the older kids shortly. If you remain so concerned and frightened of me that I might know that you downloaded the video, ask one of our older kids to download it. It should be simple for them to do. Since the sending of the ties to George got delayed, I will try to remember to include a USB of the videos. Remember, these are my kids to. Remember also that the state that you seem to think supersedes the Lord does require that I have access to my kids and you are preventing that. They remain my kids. Please let them see their dad.

The primary video I want them to see is:

http://kozlowski.org/2018-01-15+1 A bit of my history - You cannot serve God and money

The two that are being mostly promoted that I also request they see are:

http://kozlowski.org/2018-02-01+1 Obedience to Christ or Social Security

http://kozlowski.org/2017-11-19+1 What model does the religious leadership follow, past and present?

The others that I highly recommend in chronological order are:

http://kozlowski.org/2016-03-12 Do not compromise

http://kozlowski.org/2017-02-25 Naming Names

http://kozlowski.org/2017-09-19+1 Omran Daqneesh ● Abdullah Issa

http://kozlowski.org/2017-11-09 Encouraging my kids to love rather than lust

http://kozlowski.org/2017-12-17+1 Love, Cowardice, Boldness; A Waterboarding Offer

http://kozlowski.org/2017-12-23+1 You would not exist

http://kozlowski.org/2017-12-25+1 Young Earth Creation

http://kozlowski.org/2017-06-29+2 Preparing our kids to contend

http://kozlowski.org/2018-03-04+1 Jim Cross - Scripture Alone

http://kozlowski.org/2018-03-25+1 My Move and Reconciliation Plans

http://kozlowski.org/2018-04-10+1 Reconciliation in Syria, why not in the US?

http://kozlowski.org/2018-07-04+1 Updated Traditional Family Reading - 1st Samuel 8

While I am still pursuing a reconciled family, pursuing reconciliation with your dad, and mostly pursuing reconciliation with you, please don’t let that effort, or the refusal to reconcile with me, keep you from letting our kids know about their dad. Please also, with the other videos, allow their dad to proclaim Christ to them. The Lord demands it of me (Deu6). Please don’t get in the way.

No matter what you think or feel about me, I remain wholeheartedly in love with you, committed to you, and will not turn from you.