I once heard a short clip of Secretary of State Mike Pompeo speaking to a Christian group and is it was sickening sycophant speak. His recent comments at Texas A&M where he stated “I was the CIA director. We lied, we cheated, we stole” has been a talking point on the Internet. Today I watched the whole program and you can hear a Christian front, but what he states does not reflect the heart of a Christian. He is either deceived, or a deceiver, hopefully the former.

However, can you see why I make these statements? I’m afraid that Jim Cross, Render Caines, and Chris Bitterman can’t. Again are they deceived or deceivers? Someone who is deceived and refuses any challenge is also a coward and the Bible states that this is an indication of no real faith. Someone who is a deceiver, might know what they are doing, and they are all the more a concern. The evidence is that my family is surrounded with people like that and may also be. This breaks my heart.

It was also interesting that my “Project Veritas and the Pinterest Whistleblower Video” which has radically slowed in views, but still has reached 244 and I have received direct email comments. It was noticeable that the first was my Mormon friend in Utah. It must be that the Christian community is too scared to take on the content. Is it also my family doesn’t what to know what happed to the husband and dad?

Over the weekend I did a video for my family, “My Family's Health”, where I expressed what I have learned and my concerns for my family. It was partially motivated by how easy it is to make long walks to visit people who can’t. Sunday, my friend Chris and I hiked another 4 so I did do 29 miles for the week. That was less than the week before, but well above my 20 mile goal. I might be around a long time. It seems my wife doesn’t care. Again that breaks my heart.

I don’t remember in detail, but I think it was when I had my mild heart attack that my wife said that it might have been good for the Lord to have taken me. Again, and all the more, that breaks my heart. But I am still so much in love with my wife and hold nothing against her.

Dorothy-Jane, please directly or through a third party, give me a clue as to how to reopen communications with you. As I have stated repeatedly, I am not after revenge, but reconciliation. Your deeds right now are showing our children that the Lord doesn’t’ matter, the Scripture is just a book, and the state is lord. I thought you knew that those ideas are untrue. Please, let’s together show our family what it is to be obedient to the Lord.

There are a whole lot of people around here that know how much I am in love with you. Do you know it? Do you care?

Dorothy-Jane, my lady, my wife, I love you!