Please, in whatever way you see fit, open communications between us just a crack. Do whatever is comfortable for you, but do something. You sent an email to me a couple weeks ago. Please do that or something like that again. Please do something where there is actual dialog. If you want to limit it by size or content, let me know. Just do something. Let our kids know that you are not the roadblock by showing the tiniest bit of courage to find out if what I say and write is true, that I only seek your good. That I offer reconciliation and not retribution. It has been many years, but that shouldn’t matter. Our commitment, and the Lord’s terms, are until death do us part. We are not dead yet. I love you!