I know what it is like for me and wonder what it is like for Zadok who has never had a face-to-face conversation with his dad. It really is cruel to him to deny him his dad. What is really the reason I am prevented from talking with my son? Why can’t I hold him? You might find an excuse in the Talmud, but you will not in the Bible. But that seem to be passé, as only one of us seems interest the Lord’s command to love. But be of good cheer, I will continue to do so irrespective of what happens. You see I have read things like 1Th 5:15 and try to heed the commands. Please join me in that.
I love my wife!
Zadok and Family,
It is mentioned in the video so you can hear it from me directly, it was my joy to hold my young babies in my arms while they slept. This was a joy and clearly known by others that I took delight in it.
My wife had arranged to spend some time with friends who came by to pick up all of the family but me. All seemed normal when the ride came and I took my child, Zadok, from sleeping on my chest to firmly in my arms as I took him to an awaiting car seat. My wife and kids left and I haven’t seen my kids since.
On my fortieth birthday my wife stunned me with a surprise party. It was a shock to come home with her and find the house full of people singing happy birthday. One of the thoughts that hit me then is how well my wife could hide things from me and it left a bit of a concern. The reason for that concern was seen the last day I held Zadok.
I hope it is obvious that I am hiding nothing. My sole focus is reconciliation without retribution with my wife and family. There are no tricks up my sleeve or hidden motives. I am in love with my wife and kids and want to restore our family. There is no barrier in place by me.
One of the things that stands out is that unlike my other kids, I have never had a face-to-face conversation with Zadok. This doesn’t have to continue to be this way. Please let’s start the process of restoration!